September 07, 2010

Trying to come back from Israel

I have insufficient words to describe the trip; I doubt I'll ever have the words. I can tell the stories and show the pictures and pass out the souvenirs, but there are things that happened in Israel that even I don't understand yet. I will say this, however: I feel a change inside of me, a weight lifted, a wall crumbling down, and a golden light lifting through my center. And I think I know, and it took some quiet reflection on my part, a silence for which I apologize, I think I know where I'm going now, or at least the first steps I need to take, I think I know what I believe in now, and I think I know what I want. I feel a force outside myself, but it's a strength within that is the ultimate miracle.